Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Fasting

I've been at a youth pastors conference in Duluth, GA for the past few days. To be honest, it didn't exactly get off to a great start. I arrived Monday afternoon to heavy Atlanta traffic (nobody knows what traffic is living in Birmingham), and was almost late arriving to the first meeting. Fortunately, I was just in time. I quickly realized that I was probably the only single, unmarried male there. Every guy I met was married and had brought his wife along with him. How sad, I thought. These guys got to bring someone along with them, and here I am, 150 miles from home, and I don't know anybody (Chris, I guess I know how you must have felt moving to Pulaski). Until tonight (Wednesday), I was rather depressed. I now believe that the reason for this was little time with God (20 minutes over the course of 2 1/2 days to be exact), which I was able to finally get this afternoon.

My pastor gave me a book for my birthday last Sunday entitled A Hunger for God by John Piper. I had actually meant to leave it at home and read another book I had brought about youth ministry, seeing that's what the conference was about. But God knew I would need Piper's words to spur me along, and when I arrived at the hotel, I noticed that it was still in my car. So I got in bed Monday night, frustrated with my lack of desire for the Lord, and began to read. To make a long story short, here's what I learned in a paraphrase:

Many times the things that destroy our appetite for God are not evil things, but rather good things. Things that are ok - gifts from God, for example: TV, video games, surfing the internet (for good things), eating, drinking, playing music, reading books...you name it. These things are more likely to destroy our appetite for God than "evil" things. How? Because they're o.k. in and of themselves. They're gifts from God, and we're not condemned to use them. But that's precisely the point. When we begin to feast on these things too much, they "fill" us up, leaving no appetite for the Lord. We begin worshipping the creation and not the Creator, and our bellies are full from feasting from the table of "good", when we could have been feasting from God's table..."better"!
For the Christian, fasting should be used to feast upon Christ and his blessings bestowed to us. It does not make anyone more spiritual if they fast, and it does not make anyone less spritiual if they don't. Christian fasting, as Piper describes it, is designed to cause our sins to surface (those which were hidden from our minds) and our hearts to develop an appetite for God.

All of that was paraphrased for the Preface, Introduction, and the first chapter. It's definitely helped me see my need for fasting, because my appetite for God hasn't been much more than a handful of peanuts. I'd like to see it be the equivalent of a 4-course meal. Wouldn't it be easier if it were the evil things that kept me from the Lord? How much easier they would be to pinpoint. But it's the good things that cause me to lose my appetite, God's gifts, and fasting from them will help me to put God back in his rightful place.

1 Comments:

Blogger Meggs said...

Hey buddy,

I hope you had a good trip and were able to get something out of the conference. We'll have to catch up soon --maybe Monday, because I should be in town. God must be trying to use Piper in our lives this lent season. Miss Anacker gave me a Piper book Wednesday afternoon entitled "When I Don't Desire God: How to Fight For Joy" It seems to be on the same line. Keep reading the book and developing a desrie for God, and I shall do teh same here, then maybe we can compare notes. Well, it's late-- I'm outta here.

11:20 PM  

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